User Profile
Add Friend
Add Note
Track User
Send Message
Send V-Gift
hunger hurts, but starving works
quod me nutrit, me Destruit....
Created on 2003-05-12 13:02:24 (#1056033), last updated 2006-11-14
57 comments received, 74 comments posted
Plus Account [Gift]
79 Journal Entries, 1 Tag, 2 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 4 Userpics
Basic Info| Name: | shannan |
|---|
Bio** height:: 5'3"
cw: 116
hw: at this height, 144-147 something like that, was 158 at 5'1.5"
lw: 116
stgw: 113 by november 23rd
mdwg: 105 by december 15th
ltgw1: 90 january 1st**
Join![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
0_thinspiration
hunger hurts, but starving works...
i love you to the bones....
Thin commandments:
If you are not thin you are not attractive.
Being thin is more important than being healthy.
You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
Thou shall not eat fattening foods without punishing oneself afterwards.
Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
What the scale says is the most important thing.
Losing weight is good/ Gaining weight is bad.
You can never be too thin.
Being thin and not eating are true signs of will power and success.
Ana creed:
Thin is beauty; therefore I must be thin, and remain thin, If I wish to be loved. Food is my ultimate enemy. I may look, and I may smell, but I may not touch!
I must think about food every second of every minute of every hour of every day... and ways to avoid eating it.
I must weigh myself, first thing, every morning, and keep that number in mind throughout the remainder of that day. Should that number be greater than it was the day before, I must fast that entire day.
I shall not be tempted by the enemy (food), and I shall not give into temptation should it arise. Should I be in such a weakened state and I should cave, I will feel guilty and punish myself accordingly, for I have failed her.
I will be thin, at all costs. It is the most important thing; nothing else matters.
I will devote myself to Ana. She will be with me where ever I go, keeping me in line. No one else matters; she is the only one who cares about me and who understands me. I will honor Her and make Her proud.
cw: 116
hw: at this height, 144-147 something like that, was 158 at 5'1.5"
lw: 116
stgw: 113 by november 23rd
mdwg: 105 by december 15th
ltgw1: 90 january 1st**
Join
0_thinspirationhunger hurts, but starving works...
i love you to the bones....
Thin commandments:
If you are not thin you are not attractive.
Being thin is more important than being healthy.
You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
Thou shall not eat fattening foods without punishing oneself afterwards.
Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
What the scale says is the most important thing.
Losing weight is good/ Gaining weight is bad.
You can never be too thin.
Being thin and not eating are true signs of will power and success.
Ana creed:
Thin is beauty; therefore I must be thin, and remain thin, If I wish to be loved. Food is my ultimate enemy. I may look, and I may smell, but I may not touch!
I must think about food every second of every minute of every hour of every day... and ways to avoid eating it.
I must weigh myself, first thing, every morning, and keep that number in mind throughout the remainder of that day. Should that number be greater than it was the day before, I must fast that entire day.
I shall not be tempted by the enemy (food), and I shall not give into temptation should it arise. Should I be in such a weakened state and I should cave, I will feel guilty and punish myself accordingly, for I have failed her.
I will be thin, at all costs. It is the most important thing; nothing else matters.
I will devote myself to Ana. She will be with me where ever I go, keeping me in line. No one else matters; she is the only one who cares about me and who understands me. I will honor Her and make Her proud.
ConnectInterests (107):
ana, anorexia, anorexia nervosa, anorexic, appetite supressants, art, ayumi hamasaki, beautiful, beauty, being thin, blood, body image, bones, boys, brand new, burning calories, calorie counting, calories, clothes, coffee, collar bones, computer, control, counting, cutting, dancing, dawsons creek, diet, drawing, dvds, eating disorder, eating disorders, ed, evanescence, everwood, excersise, family, fasting, fat-free, field hockey, fiona apple, flirting, friends, gilmore girls, guys, gym, hate food, hip bones, hook ups, hunger, hunger pains, incubus, j-pop, kisses, lean, losing weight, love, low fat, low-cal, making out, memories, mia, models, movies, music, no fat, perfection, poems, poetry, power, pretty, pro ana, pro anorexia, pro anorexic, pro ed, pro-ana, pro-anorexia, proana, razors, restricting, ribcages, romance, running, sex, sexy, shopping, silverchair, singing, skeleton, skinny, sleeping, starvation, starving, stomach, striving for perfection, summer, supermodels, swimming, tanning, the used, thin, thinnest, thinspiration, underweight, weight issues, weight loss, working out
Friends [View Entries] Friends (23):
alexman, angelxosweet, apromise_topull, avril_killer, belgianbeauty, cravinnslavin, decreasing, dyingalonehere, enceebunni, fatso123, gonnadieyoung, heather1786, loveu4you, madonnarexic, perfectxlie16, pinonsmile, pro_ana_girl124, psshesstellar, redheart1986, strvin4perfect, totalll_control, unsure1, xoxo_ava
Friend of (28):
alexman, angelxosweet, anti_eat, apromise_topull, avril_killer, belgianbeauty, cravinnslavin, enceebunni, fatso123, gonnadieyoung, heather1786, jaderenne, loveu4you, madonnarexic, perfectxlie16, pinonsmile, pleaseliveana, pro_ana_girl124, psshesstellar, redheart1986, strvin4perfect, thewordsofjess, thinblkgrl, totalll_control, unsure1, violetvacant, xoxo_ava, xtinyxcurvesx
Communities [View Entries] Watching (11):
0_thinspiration, _realthin, ana_recipes, diet_cookbook, everything_ed, extreme_diets, fivefootthree, longingtobethin, meal_makeovers, sbd_recipes, thinnestredline
Member of (11):
Feeds [View Entries] Watching (0)
